Strange Encounter

look, im sorry. im sorry for being so honest. im sorry for being so exposed yet so hidden at the same time. im sorry that my skin is as tough as diamonds. im sorry they sparkle so bright in deception. im sorry the beauty could not overshadow the passion burning so hot in my soul that it turned the black coal of my body into a jewel that everyone can see through, but not get through. im sorry i couldnt be your diamond. im sorry that im not her. im sorry that her jewel is so much easier for you to understand. im sorry for being so hesistant. im sorry that i didnt want to kiss you. im sorry that now i do want to kiss you. im sorry that i got so pissed off at you that i made several posts about you on a social media platform. im sorry that you dont want me anymore. im sorry you cant even be my friend anymore. im sorry that you only wanted to fuck me. im sorry that’s all you wanted. im sorry that you saw my face and thought that was okay. im sorry you saw who i was and thought “close enough”. im sorry that i even started to have feelings for you. im sorry that we went through all that bull shit just for you to go back to her. im sorry i wasted your time. im sorry, but you wasted my time. im sorry im not as gentle as her but i didnt work this hard to not be a diamond. im sorry you cant handle that my edges are so smooth yet rough enough to cut you. im sorry, but i got nowhere close enough to you for you to even see through me. im sorry i just want to be friends with you really badly. im sorry please talk to me again. im sorry i miss you.