It Never Ends

It never ends,
It never ends,
Over and over,
I can"t find peace of mind,

Stuck on a loop,
Drugs, depression, anxiety,
All leading to my insanity,
Eating away at me,

I want to find a way out,
I don't want to live a life,
Where theres no way out,
Besides a home 6 feet underground,

My dreams catch up to me,
Remind me of all I could never be,
I can't survive off this pathetic life I lead,
It's time to break the circle,

Time to make a change,
To end the never ending pain,
The never ending suffering,
I need a saving grace,

But what could it be?
What would I have to do,
To change anew?
And do I even have the courage,
To step out of the lines I've drawn.