Words I Can't Say

I couldn't say stop,
But you knew.
My body laid flimsy
And I remained motionless;
Yet you continued to touch,
Caress,
Every inch of me.
I couldn't say stop,
But you knew something
Was wrong;
You asked.
But I didn't know how to say it.
So you kept going,
And I decided to kiss you back;
Maybe if I gave in,
We could just get this over with.
I couldn't say stop
Even though I felt used,
Felt like I was just there
For when you were bored and horny;
Sex was the only thing
We ever did anymore.
I missed the days when
You were too scared to even kiss me.
I was your first kiss,
But I know I won't be your last.
And I still can't say stop,
Even though I know
We won't last.
This is meant to end.