Hospital

Please dear God, just tell me my dream didn't come true.
It was a nightmare that has become my life now.
I couldn't even believe the news from that phonecall,
and yet I found myself preparing the nessesary;
pajamas, two jackets, gloves, bottles of water
and all that stuff you need in order to stay in the hospital.
The clock already hits one after midnight
and there's no transportation to help me get to my destination.
So, I start to walk, no matter if the hospital is two hours away.
I want to see my mum because no one else cares like I do.
No matter what I'm her dear, caring and full of love child.
Please God, don't take her away now.
I'll try to be an even better child and help her
for once again she has to walk down the straight path
and leave aside her dark past that haunts her.
Oh, God, I wish I could hear an answer from you,
to hear everything is going to be okay,
but I don't and I'm afraid, because miracles don't happen often.
Maybe I'm not yet worthy to hear your voice
but that dream was a messege of what to come.
I should have known because it has happen before,
my bad dreams always come true no matter what.
Please God, save her, and with her, save me too.