Lying to Myself

After being together for so long,
I really don't understand.

You touch me,
yet I bleed.
You kiss me
and I cry.
You lick the tears
and my heart stings.

We were together,
yet no more.
We were in love.
Has something changed?
We were one,
so why?

After a few months,
I've realized the truth.

We weren't together,
I thought we were.
We weren't in love,
I was the only one.
We would never become one.
It was just you and I,
and for a few brief moments;
my life.