Wine of Goodbye

Drink the wine, my love, you said
and take your time to consume all of it.
I follow your order and yet you remain married.
You broke me, no matter what or why you did.
You weren't for me, I should have known.
I should have guessed something was going on.
Who is she? Why aren't you with her then?
Why the fuck are you with me?
You knew I was in for the long ride,
so don't bullshit me about love and what not.
Don't tell me you couldn't choose,
and don't tell me I come second.
Just let me leave, and now, you drink the wine.
See how it tastes like with your tongue,
and taste what it feels like losing me.
I didn't lose you, you lost me.