Some Kind of Inspirations?

Loneliness can draw people into doing many things.
It has this way of clouding up your mind and making the thoughts you should be having sort of disappear somehow.
After being around someone for what felt just as a beautiful lifetime, it becomes harder to picture aspects of your life without them.
After watching someone stand by you and help you make decisions that you just couldn't seem make on your own vanish into thin air within the matter of a day, can genuinely affect a person as a whole.
No guidance, no remorse. Left to fiend to your own amends, by your lonesome if you will.
After witnessing the part of you that you had been searching for your entire life suddenly go missing takes a toll as well. A part of an individual that has been hard to live without, finally becoming known to their lives, and going away unexpectedly, yet again.
Without this helping hand, one can feel lost.
Their desires are suddenly no longer desires anymore, for a plan had been set out to accomplish these goals with the joy they found in everyday life that is no longer alive.
The term "want" becomes foreign, for you no longer understand it. The only want people have these days is towards things that are out of reach, what is lost perhaps.
It is instinct to keep trying, reaching for what we so desperately miss
Yet, deep down, our inner disappointment informs us that some things just aren't obtainable
Because we, as one person, cannot control all.
There is a fine line that is drawn with this statement,
We cannot control all,
But we cannot let all control us.
Loneliness may be all too real,
But so is our purpose,
and what lies that is bound to happen.
There is more out there than this.
There must be.
And I'll be damned if I go a lifetime without finding it.
As much as I hope I find what I have lost,
I hope that it searches for me as well,
But I cannot change the inevitable.
Some things just don't want to be found.