So Sorry.

On this night
I can't remember your face
I can still hear your voice
But I can't remember the face
Fading day by day
It will never be the same
I wonder what life would be
If I would never had became....

Oh gracious savior
Are you listening.
Spare the life of the one
Bestow to her your strength
For mine has failed me
I'm always looking back
searching through the cracks
For the clues that were never there

I owe everything to you
Yet I abandoned you
And for this I must regret!
Forsaken life
Mistaken sight
I've done this to myself.

I remember day one, that I haven't forgot
The evil in my mind beseiged you.
I'm. So. Fucking. Sorry.
Like fire to the wood
I slowly burned it up
Reducing..You..To ash
I will never..forget!
Her voice,
Your voice,
of regret.

It's when it sunk in
No turning back
I have decimated all you have known
And turned my fucking back
Left you to rot
And never looked back

I feel you
I hear you
Haunting me
Is it you, or is it ...Me?!
Is it the monsters in the mirror
Or is it fucking ME!

The memory is fading.

....
The red..The black.
.
.
.....
The claw marks on my skin
The demon that's within...
....

Whispers..Chanting..
I hear it in my ear!..

You are lost to the void..
My purpose ever clear..

Beckoning...
..Agonizing..

The thoughts
It's words

It breathes in my ear....
I've done this to MYSELF!...

wanting me..
Calling me...

Taunting ME..!!
ITS HAUNTING ME!

FUCK

NO ESCAPE......
This hell !..MY HOME
TRAPPED!! in war-torn ANGUISH!!
It would never be the same.
I have done this to myself.
I'm So! Fucking! Sorry...