Under a Blanket of Stars

We are laying together, hoping for forever.
Under a blanket of stars, we are kissing and caressing our scars.
You tell me you want me but then you take it all away,
nothing you can do will keep my heart at bay.
You know how to kill me while destroying my hopes,
and even when my soul is screaming out in pain,
I stay behind crying for you as you hold onto my black cross.
The wind whips through me, leaving me cold without your touch.
All I crave is your attention and all I need is your affection,
why can’t you see? Why don’t you understand?
How I feel isn’t as real as it feels and yet you and I,
we’re not going to ever cross...that undefined invisible line.
♠ ♠ ♠
Even though you are making me hurt, I still love you and I'm not giving up. This used to be the summary for my story, Her Black Cross, till I decided to actually write a decent one. This is from Faith's POV.