My Reality

Inside I'm screaming
I wish I was dreaming
Inside I'm dying
On the outside I'm smiling
I need a way to take away the pain
A way to stop the rain
I need a friend
Someone to make this end
There's monsters in my head
And strangers in my bed
It only numbs it for awhile
It's not enough to truly make me smile
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