Addicted

I'm addicted to the pain
I must be insane
I need to get out of bed
Instead I stay locked in my head
I need to get away from the rain
And the endless pain
I need to erase the past
But it will never last
I need to face my demons
Instead of lying here screaming.
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The last two lines don't really rhyme but oh well.