Give Up

I want to give up on you
Too push you so far away
That I’ll never be able to find you again
Yet, I want to keep trying
And make everything work out
As I had wanted it to
But I can’t force it upon you
If it’s not what you wished for
Maybe it’s because I have about
A thousand thoughts floating around
And feeling weak for sharing them
But I can’t be begging for you to come back
When you were never here to begin with
Could it be my fault for letting you in?
And trusting again,
Even though I knew history would repeat itself