Unexpected Mess

Lost my family lost my home
no where to go all alone
they dont care it doesnt matter
forced to grow up from here on after
time only knows what lies ahead
this heart shall never mend
i walk this path of loneliness
to clean up this unexpected mess
tried to impress her for so long
just trying to somehow belong
but nothing worked nothing mattered
no matter what my heart was shattered
this path ive tried to avoid all my life
now has become the only path in life
in my hands i see my life fade away
the hurtful words just seem to stay
im done with you i cant take it anymore
ive never been this hurt before
this pain grows deeper inside
my emotions i cant seem to hide
the tears they fall again and again
its been forever doesnt seem to end
the inner strength to go on escapes me
doesnt seem like anyone can save me
i take my last look at what use to be my family
a family i wish never left me
♠ ♠ ♠
2011 written