Attention

Maybe my brain has too many tabs open
Feeling like I'm lagging behind the crowd
Barely holding on and trying to pretend I'll
Be right there, just give me a second
You see the tabs keep distracting me - I
Can't just let go of this window
To the thoughts I had once the
Moments pass, that's all I have left
Reminding me of the ab-ab-ab
Absent-minded way I -
What was I saying...
I sigh and try to keep going
Still some steps behind the swarm
But I have to keep moving
If I don't, I'll crash
There are always too many tabs open
But I seem to like the mess
The slight element of added stress
The chaos coloured in a radiant
Significant golden hue
A retrospective collective
Of the inner you.