Mean

Im snobby mean
Unthankful and cruel
Bitchy and grumpy
Totally "uncool".
Your always sick,
Mostly just at me.

You make me want to scream.
I know i can be a fool.
And my emotions are a bit bumpy
What what the hell saying im uncool.
Its just another fit.
I try to ignore it but my heart is screaming, "let me be!"

You apologized, again and again.
But the damage is done.
Remember that night?

You were feeling out of wack.
You screamed you yelled you beat me with your soft spoken words.
Mean. Its carved into my head.
Mean.

Lets check that fact.
I asked all my friends and they sang like birds
Mean? No way! Yet i still be in this bed.
Mean.

Ill never be enough.

Mean.

Is it just because shes right?

Mean.

Why cant i do anything right.

Mean.

Ill just keep trying until im enough.

Mean. Thats carved into my head.
Your words carved glaciers and the meanings tore holes like bullets.
Im just mean now, cause what else could i be other then your word.