Haikus for the Weary, Dreary, Disordered and Forgotten
caffeinated. numb.
all the desire has left me
unrestful slumber
color grey. dim light
I let the hours pass by
they mean nothing now
realizing now
that I am blank, desolate
emptiness surrounds
I am complete trash
slowly rotting to the core
waste, and nothing more
I'm sorry, I suck
I stare at your text message
not replying still
notifications:
none. nobody really cares
what did you expect?
"self destruction is
such a pretty little thing"
romanticizing
under the covers
headphones blasting Bon Iver
not coping today
cut myself shaving
accidentally on purpose
let it wash away
people say I'm shy
"I'm better at listening"
I hear myself lie
words I dare not say
I let them come spilling out
at night, all alone
hi, I'm Second Best
daddy always loved me less
now I'm just a mess
selflessly selfish
always putting others first
no one else to blame
wishing I was zen
nothing but a fucking hack
writing lame haikus
all the desire has left me
unrestful slumber
color grey. dim light
I let the hours pass by
they mean nothing now
realizing now
that I am blank, desolate
emptiness surrounds
I am complete trash
slowly rotting to the core
waste, and nothing more
I'm sorry, I suck
I stare at your text message
not replying still
notifications:
none. nobody really cares
what did you expect?
"self destruction is
such a pretty little thing"
romanticizing
under the covers
headphones blasting Bon Iver
not coping today
cut myself shaving
accidentally on purpose
let it wash away
people say I'm shy
"I'm better at listening"
I hear myself lie
words I dare not say
I let them come spilling out
at night, all alone
hi, I'm Second Best
daddy always loved me less
now I'm just a mess
selflessly selfish
always putting others first
no one else to blame
wishing I was zen
nothing but a fucking hack
writing lame haikus
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slightly obsessed with haikus lately.