World Apart

Do you ever feel like you just got the air sucked from your lungs?
Like all of a sudden you can't breath.
You want to scream, but no sound comes out.
All you hear is fake words that fill the up coming silence.
You want to tell the people you love how you feel.
How much you hurt.
How much you feel like everything around you is falling apart.
No matter how hard you try and hold on.
No matter how much it hurts.
Everything you want and desire moves further and further out of reach.

I can't breath, or think clearly.
I feel numb and like I've been cut a hundred times.
All at the same time.
Like the hurt and lose all pulls in to one.
I feel like the one I love, truly love more than life itself,
Loves me less and less every day.
We grow further and further apart.
My heart breaks even more!

I try to catch my breath, to gasp for air.
To feel sincere happiness and joy.
I don't know how I got to be so broken.
How I fell apart into so many fragile pieces.
How do you put yourself back together?
Pieces by pieces? Side by side? From head to toe?
How do you stop your self from give up?
I've climbed into such a dark and lonely place.
The glimmer of light is just but a flicker.
Growing smaller and smaller as the cracks form.

You want to hide and pretend it's not happening.
Everything I want seems so far in the future.
A future that never seems too come.
A sun that never seems to rise.
A wave that doesn't crash.
A star that doesn't shine.
You feel empty to the tip of you fingers.
Lungs that struggles to breath.
Life that fails too live!