What If?

What if? what if is all i can think about. like what if you would've seen today? what would you think of me? what if I'm not what you imagined i be? what if you were actually here? what if love was enough to bring you back? what if you never left? what if i had gotten the chance to know you? what if i had memories of you? what if i felt a hug or a kiss? what if i remember your touch? what if i remember what your voice was like, would i still hear it in my head? would everything be different or would it be the same? what if i finally accepted the fact that you're gone? could i move on? what if i can't? what if i would've heard you say those three words..? " i love you" could i have then move on at least knowing you loved me?
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I wrote this in honor of my uncle who passed away when i was just one years old. I was constantly told how much he loved me. these were my questions for him.