I'm Finally Letting You Go

I hated the way you looked at me, it was envy but you also lusted for my breast down to my ass and inner depths of my soul. You were a leech to my body and you drained me from my happiness. I saw that this started to take a toll on me, but I kept trying to dig out of this hole you buried my self confidence in. I hated how you yelled at me whenever you were mad, you scared me often but I always felt comforted being in your arms. You stole my breath, the light I had in my eyes and the trust I held onto. You would always tell me you wanted me to be your wife someday. I was the women to have your kids, I hated that, I hated how you lied to me so much that I even started to believe it. I couldn’t help but pray you weren’t another chapter that had to end for me to learn to be me once again. I hated how we used to text every minute and those messages soon turned into every once in a while. I hated being the one who had to make plans first because I felt like maybe I was obligated to not bore our relationship and I find out you’ve been texting your so called friends and texting them like how you used to towards me. Now I’m the jealous one, now I’m the clingy type, now I’m the girl who is wondering if I gained this hatred because you used to embrace it over your shoulders. Since you resented how I was so much more cheerful then you, you fed off every last bit of my warmth that now all I ever see is darkness and not the attraction we once yearned. I hated you for taking me for granted and I’m finally letting you go.
Thank you for letting me rid myself of this hatred Iv.