My Demons: Motivation
Writing ideas
Brilliant and failures
Consistently float around in my head
But in order to be executed
The demons have to approve them first
And the ones they like
They don't want around very long
So many first chapters lay abandoned
Because they steal my motivation
And critique every word
They want the brilliant ideas they enjoy to be my failures
While the failures seize to exist
But the reason why they take my motivation
They need it to survive
Because with each word a pen
They all slowly begin to die.
Brilliant and failures
Consistently float around in my head
But in order to be executed
The demons have to approve them first
And the ones they like
They don't want around very long
So many first chapters lay abandoned
Because they steal my motivation
And critique every word
They want the brilliant ideas they enjoy to be my failures
While the failures seize to exist
But the reason why they take my motivation
They need it to survive
Because with each word a pen
They all slowly begin to die.
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So, I've started a rewrite, a new story, and I have a currently active cowrite that I feel unable to continue due to the amount of motivation that I've lost in the past few months. I really want to write, but when my disorder acts up, I can't. All the motivation I've had just slowly drifts away.