I'm Looking for My Friend in Room B7

I'm looking for my friend
He had a lovely smile today
I want to find it again
So I can put it on me too
Stretch it out over my lips
Like a ray of the sun across
And my fingertips trace the counters and the marble-
As I go over each little piece of paper-
big paper-
and my heartbeat hurts-
as I try to find you-
the killing that you did-
makes me want to sunbathe to a true-
I am covered in what I would call blue-
or am I colorblind-
And diseases are laughing-
they'd say I'm confused-
but I just want to find you
♠ ♠ ♠
This poem is about a person in a mental hospital that is trying to find their friend who's a killer and they are following in thier footsteps and they are just as crazy