Destroyed and Alone

I can see my reflection
Terrified with a crying face
My face is torn to small bits
And piece by piece my face is undone
From my skull to my veins
Everything that is me is torn in shreds
And I'm nowhere near free
I'll never be free
Not as long as I'm bound to them
Not as long as we share the same blood
And it's not because I'm a good person
Or maybe I've become one
But I just can't give up on them
Not even when I know they are destroying me
How pitiful I am
And yet how strong
In my miserable life.
Would anyone ever hug my despair?
My rage that still sleeps in my heart?
My love which you can't call love?
I'll always be alone
Cause there is no such person
That can withstand my kind of life
And the people in it.
I'm alone.
♠ ♠ ♠
Destroyed.
Alone.