Here It Goes

I'll kill myself,
Now just you wait.
I'll fall asleep,
But never awake.
My razor's been my only friend,
It comforts me when I'm alone.
It shows my pain,
Down to the bone.
I've waited too long,
But now's the time.
Now 13 years later,
I'll finally end my rhyme.
I take my razor,
Make a cut.
Drink down this poison,
I can feel it in my gut.
I can't wait die,
And finally be free.
I'll love you forever,
Tho you never loved me.