I Just Might Do It

But what if I did do it?
Would you even care?
I'll put a bullet through my brain,
Cross my hand and say a prayer.
I know that I could do this,
Not even thinking twice.
The only thing that's stopping me,
Is my mother losing her mind.
I'd kill myself in an instant,
I hate this fucking life.
But that's all ok now,
When I take it with this knife.
I've wanted this forever,
I can't wait for my time.
Maybe slice my throat from ear to ear,
This will be my final crime.
But once I'm gone it'll be for good.
I never wanted this to go so long.
I believe that now I'm free,
You've all heard my swan song.