I Think I Want to Kill You

I try so hard to not hurt you.
But you make it really tough.
Sit on my hands to restrain,
Hoping it's enough.
I just want to hit you.
Throw my fist in your face.
Wrap my hands around your throat,
Intertwine my fingers like lace.
You make me homicidal,
Want to kill you in a flash.
You put me in an instant rage,
With a hammer your head I'll bash.
I'll kill you in an instant,
Leaving your body to rot.
Or maybe I'll set you on fire,
I'll take any shot I got.
I know I said I love you,
But I think you also did.
Were you really lying,
Your life I now forbid.