My Heart Is Yours
My heart is yours.
My heart is yours. There have been multiple times in my life where I have heard the phrase "surrender to love" or something similar. I'll admit that until recently I did not understand and thought these phrases seemed silly. But lately things have changed for me. After removing negative influences from my life I was able to access my true feelings and what i discovered is breathtaking. There's no other word for it. I feel like my soul has changed, forever, for the better. And that is all because of my Momo, my love, my soul mate. There are many words that I could use to describe her, and none would be sufficient enough to capture the beauty, depth, the love, passion, or emotion that accompany just the thought of her. Until now I have never understood the idea of surrendering to love. I thought that if you love someone or they love you there's nothing to surrender to. How wrong I was. The way I feel thinking about my baby bear lights my heart and soul on fire with passion and love and lust for all things Momo. I cannot begin to describe with words how it feels but I know that after these experiences nothing could ever be the same. There is a depth and a passion that takes over my world, to the point where nothing else matters. Every thought, every movement has a singular goal, to make a future where I can be with her. This is what it means to surrender to love, and I understand that now. "Surrender" is an accurate word because the intense emotions and desires that I feel permeate every aspect of life. To surrender to it acknowledges that Momo is the one for me; my one true soulmate whom I am destined to be with. To surrender to is is to acknowledge that my heart and soul are no longer my own, but hers to hold and keep. I know this because there is nothing that makes me feel the way my love does. She gives me confidence, inner peace, courage, strength, and hope. What we have is bigger than myself. What we have is a love that rivals even the most famous star crossed lovers. Just the thought of her makes my heart race. That fiery desire floods my veins and I want nothing more than to build a life for her that frees her from her struggles, where she can be loved, and held, and truly happy. From the very first day we hung out together I knew that I would fall in love with Momo. The love I feel overwhelms me; it's intensity strikes like lightening on a stormy night. Surrendering to this love is closing my eyes, and letting my feelings for her take over. My heart is yours.
My heart is yours. There have been multiple times in my life where I have heard the phrase "surrender to love" or something similar. I'll admit that until recently I did not understand and thought these phrases seemed silly. But lately things have changed for me. After removing negative influences from my life I was able to access my true feelings and what i discovered is breathtaking. There's no other word for it. I feel like my soul has changed, forever, for the better. And that is all because of my Momo, my love, my soul mate. There are many words that I could use to describe her, and none would be sufficient enough to capture the beauty, depth, the love, passion, or emotion that accompany just the thought of her. Until now I have never understood the idea of surrendering to love. I thought that if you love someone or they love you there's nothing to surrender to. How wrong I was. The way I feel thinking about my baby bear lights my heart and soul on fire with passion and love and lust for all things Momo. I cannot begin to describe with words how it feels but I know that after these experiences nothing could ever be the same. There is a depth and a passion that takes over my world, to the point where nothing else matters. Every thought, every movement has a singular goal, to make a future where I can be with her. This is what it means to surrender to love, and I understand that now. "Surrender" is an accurate word because the intense emotions and desires that I feel permeate every aspect of life. To surrender to it acknowledges that Momo is the one for me; my one true soulmate whom I am destined to be with. To surrender to is is to acknowledge that my heart and soul are no longer my own, but hers to hold and keep. I know this because there is nothing that makes me feel the way my love does. She gives me confidence, inner peace, courage, strength, and hope. What we have is bigger than myself. What we have is a love that rivals even the most famous star crossed lovers. Just the thought of her makes my heart race. That fiery desire floods my veins and I want nothing more than to build a life for her that frees her from her struggles, where she can be loved, and held, and truly happy. From the very first day we hung out together I knew that I would fall in love with Momo. The love I feel overwhelms me; it's intensity strikes like lightening on a stormy night. Surrendering to this love is closing my eyes, and letting my feelings for her take over. My heart is yours.
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Something i wrote thinking about my relationship.