Kick the Chair

I wish I fucking did it,
Kicked out the chair,
With all the pain I have,
Released,

Choking,
Gasping for air,
Alone,
Nothing left,

Throwing it all away,
I haven't a good reason to live,
A fucked up failure,
I'm sick,

No one cares about my pleas,
For help and a grasp of reality,
I'm alone,
No matter how hard I try,

The noose is calling me,
Death is edging me on,
Come closer Reaper,
Let me feel your cold touch,

I can't keep this up,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing everything,
Theres nothing left to grasp,

Kill me quickly,
Kill me silently,
Kill me alone,
Kill me please,
I've been like this for as long as I remember.