Late

The second it changed.
It was like getting hit by a car that slammed into another car
And another
And another
The domino effect that played offnin my mind
This is how it will be.
Happiness ruined by a reminder.
Constant throbbing like an open wound the bones peak through the shallow hole in my chest where the skeletons had crawled their way back out.
You remember.
You remember the gaping hole i left in the both of us.
Then you see the place where my heart had been and where you had ripped it out.
You remember the grovel the hopelessness and the submission.
Youll never be the same.
Nor will i.
My constant reminder lets the red sorrow flow over my wrists in waiting of the day the skeletons scatter themselves choking you until the only option is out.
But my out will be a little more perminiante this time.
And maybe ill just release the both of us before its too late.