Addiction

I spent three years of my life trying to figure you out.
Wondering what I did so wrong. Constantly blaming myself.
I try to forgive and forget, but instead live life in doubt.
So I tried to keep my emotions locked in this book on my shelf.

But the unspoken words just wouldn't leave me alone.
Filling my head when no one else is around.
I didn't realize how much my depression had grown,
until I dropped that empty bottle right there on the ground.