Fear

Panic, Nausea, Terror, Pain
Can you feel it?
Breathless, Dizzy, Vision cutting out
Do you have the symptoms?

Could you hear my sreams
Building up in my chest
It keeps eating me alive
As I stand frozen and sick

The world spinning faster and faster
Till I drown in a sea
The same sea of disaster
That you created it to be

Where monsters chase after
The only innocent part of me left
Where no one can protect me
From the agony you describe

"Take a moment darling
Count to ten
Close your eyes tightly
Breath with me, in"

It's all in my mind
The memory I can't erase
It preys on my weakness
But I know I can't escape

This fear haunts my body
I can't get rid of your hands
Or the mouth on my neck
Or the way the rocks pressed into my skn

'Don't worry' he whispered
'Just relax and enjoy'
He took the last part of me
Used me like a toy

Now all I have left of that night
Are the faded scars on my back
And nightmares of your face
And a fear that just won't leave