Contradicting

Walk away again, break my heart again.
I'm already broken, what does it matter?
You never cared and I knew it.
But I stayed. I was blinded.
As if I was waiting to be hit.
You like the feeling of flesh against you palm, don't you?
So take another shot why don't you?
Just like your supposed to.
Push me down again before I can get back up.
Treat me like I'm just another fuck up.
You never cared and I knew it.
Why don't I just walk away?
Am I too stupid to break away?
I've become a walking contradiction.
And you're becoming my addiction.
What are the words to say to make this pain go away?
The shadows of this light are becoming to bright.
My existence begins to fade away.
In these realms of hell I will forever stay.
No hope for tomorrow it's always gonna be the same.
Another broken mirror another titled picture frame.
Playing with my mind and soul like some kind of game.
I really hate you and your demise.
Too many tears I've cried.
There's no truth in your lies letting my soul die.
Yet I still love you and your demise.