No More Nights Alone

Another late night,
All alone,
With no one to hold,
No one to call my own,

I'm sick,
And tired,
Of being this way,
I live in black and white,

The only other color I see,
Is red,
Painted from my veins,
Etched into my existence,

I have no inspiration,
I feel nothing,
Thats why I take these drugs,
Thats why I can't take it anymore,

I want to put this blade,
To my wrists,
And end it all,
Bleed out and die,

I don't want to live anymore,
Oh, what a long night,
Alone again,
Alone fucking again,

I'm sick of living with pain,
Every instance,
I put on a front,
To make everyone else okay,

I'm dead inside,
Its time to take whats inside,
And make it,
On the outside,

It's sickening,
I need to die,
I need to let go,
I need,
No more nights alone.