Disjointed Musings of a Fragile Mind
your words are static
fuzzy garbled background noise
thoughts take center stage
solitude, my love
cradle me in your stillness
watch as I unfold
I am the chaos
sleeping in the clouds, quiet
awaiting downpour
I'm bitter, okay?
angry that he loves you more.
meaningless tears fall
loneliness of night
dust settles all around me
reruns on TV
words from mouth like blood
from an open wound, weeping.
no band aid can fix
I am imperfect,
scarred. I can't heal yours either.
but I can kiss them
fuzzy garbled background noise
thoughts take center stage
solitude, my love
cradle me in your stillness
watch as I unfold
I am the chaos
sleeping in the clouds, quiet
awaiting downpour
I'm bitter, okay?
angry that he loves you more.
meaningless tears fall
loneliness of night
dust settles all around me
reruns on TV
words from mouth like blood
from an open wound, weeping.
no band aid can fix
I am imperfect,
scarred. I can't heal yours either.
but I can kiss them
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this several months ago and think god I'm in a much better place now.