Selfish

I am magnetic
but not in the good way,
no
I attract pain
hurt
it clings to me like
static electricity
everyday I feel that
magnetic pull
that tug
saying, look "you
are not big enough to fix this,
no."
there is no band-aid
big enough to conceal this
ache
this collective heartbreak
this hollow cry
echoed in the eyes
of a nameless face
I cannot fix it,
I cannot fix them
no, I cannot even fix
me
I feel their hurt
their ache
their heartbreak
everyday
secretly
waiting for someone to say:
are you
okay?