You Know What
You know what sucks
Thinking you're strong when you're weak
Thinking you're brave when you're a coward
Thinking you're loved when you're hated
Thinking things will get better when they only get worse
Thinking you'll succeed when you'll only fail
Thinking you'll recover only to relapse
But you know what sucks most off all
Thinking you had a chance when you were destined to fall.
Thinking you're strong when you're weak
Thinking you're brave when you're a coward
Thinking you're loved when you're hated
Thinking things will get better when they only get worse
Thinking you'll succeed when you'll only fail
Thinking you'll recover only to relapse
But you know what sucks most off all
Thinking you had a chance when you were destined to fall.
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Well, life has been kinda meh for me lately. Tried to kill myself back in April, almost tried again a month or two ago. Honestly I can't remember. But hey, I'm hangin' in there....sorta. I'm pretty much dead inside at this point, but feel free to bask in my self loathing.