The Main Question of Why?

Some say that time heals all wounds, though it seems to just make them grow larger and scar worse than ever. But as time goes on you find those people that seem to make the scars seem smaller and less swollen, only to have them make them break wide open only to scar again. Then you start the whole process over again. So why is it that we all go back to the things that cause us the most pain when we indefinably know better than to do it? Why do we find ourselves falling for the scars that will just keep opening like a wound that will never heal? Why do days and nights just merge into one long sequence with no ending and an endless repeat? The abyss of darkness and demons beckon to join them with the knowing there is no coming back if you do. So why do we always go back to the pain and suffering instead of moving forward?
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If anyone does end up reading this I am sorry. I just needed to rant!