I Want to End It All

This is my only release,
To leave a trail of words,
On a page,
That no one I know will see,

My depression wont cease,
All I hear in my ear,
“Just die!
Kill yourself”

I never deserved life,
I don’t deserve anything,
Much less this suit of skin,
I deserve hell,

All the horrible things I’ve done,
To myself,
But much worse,
To others,

I’m a sick, selfish,
Wretch of a human,
I want to end it all,
Everyday I want to end it all,

Every night I scream in my head,
To kill myself,
Everyday I cringe at my past mistakes,
And hope I never make another memory,

When I fall asleep,
I pray to anyone who will listen,
That I never awake,
That I never make it out of dreaming,

No one cares to listen,
No one cares about me at all,
I’m a loner,
An undesirable loser,
So just fucking kill me.