Binge and Purge

You left for work and left me home
To spend the day on my own.
And all alone,
I ate 4 slices of peanut butter toast
Washed it down with a mountain dew
And I had never felt so blue
As I did spending the day without you.
I eat and eat my sorrows away
Feeling larger by the day
Scaring myself by the space I take up
When I'm not throwing it all up.
Fucking peanut butter toast,
I still feel it in my throat
And I have never felt so ashamed
I want to undo this mistake.

And I wish you would come home
But for now I'm alone
Puking peanut butter toast.