Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar Disorder is the feeling of losing everything you once owned,
To missing something that you never had.
It's the feeling of death consuming you,
To being overcome with extreme happiness.
It's the feeling of emptiness that makes you numb,
To every single person that makes you whole.
It's the feeling of not knowing how to feel,
To not knowing if you ever will,
It's the feeling of rejecting one's beliefs,
To spontaneous acceptance.
It's longing for a future that may never come,
To a past that may never have existed.
Bipolar Disorder is bouncing from one extreme to the next,
To being super chill and tranquil.
It's not wanting to get out of bed in the morning,
To being so hyper you can't sleep.
It's from hurting other's and yourself,
To being gentle and humane.
Bipolar Disorder is very unpredictable,
With every twist and turn,
It's always unbelievable,
If you'll remain stable or if you'll burn.