Ruin Me

Caress me, comfort me, and care for me,
With your gentle hands and your kind eyes, care for me.
Smother me, restrain me, and muffle me,
With your iron grip and your constricting bonds, muffle me.
Dictate me, command me, and rule over me,
With your self righteous manner and your dogmatist views, rule over me
Wreck me, shatter me, and ruin me,
With your toxic words and your poison tongue, ruin me.

My world revolves around your egotistic ways, yet I am blind to them.
My life spins on the axis of your approval, yet I seek it so incontestably.
My heart lies in the palm of your cruel hand, yet I believe it to be safe.
Your world revolves around your expert deception of me, yet you barely notice me.
Your life spins on the axis of my doting attention, yet you pay me none.
Your heart lies with me, ironically reliant on my love.

But, for all the control that we covet over each other, neither can break free.
So, ruin me.
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this is definitely still a work in progress, so any feedback would be greatly appreciated. thank you!! -i xx