The Life I Chose.

I’m so very weak and vulnerable, but on the outside I seem fine.
I lied and I fought just to prove to them, one day I will shine.
I got what I wanted, but loathed it the whole time.
They told me they liked me, but I couldn’t stop thinking that it might have been a crime.
I helped them do their dirty deeds, to make their group the best.
But at the end of it, I still felt like all the rest.

Worse things suddenly happened, I still remember them to this day.
A girl reached out her helping hand and convinced me to stay.
I found a new life, but you still hate my choice.
But deep inside I know that finally, I found my voice.
You say I’m not happy, and I know that I agree.
But I found a person who will listen to me, and just let myself be me.