What a Mess

your eyes, and that dress...
god, I'm a mess
is it selfish
to want you
when he loves me
so completely?
is it selfish
to miss you
when it's he
who's missing me?
I love him too, but can't you see...
how can I write him
a love letter
when he speaks
a different language
than me?
♠ ♠ ♠
*written by pathetic pre-coming-out me* :')