Lost

Sometimes I feel lost.
Like I'm all alone.
While there may be people around me.
It's like I'm in a pit of emptiness.
I just want to move on.
But it's hard when your thoughts constantly race.
I hate this feeling.
I hate not being able to control my emotions.
I hate that I cry and can't control it.
I don't want to feel like this.
I know I'm not alone.
But it's hard when no one understands you.
It's harder when people judge you.
It's even harder knowing that emptiness inside may never fade.
But one day it could.
One day you may surprise yourself.
You may be happy eventually.
That's something to look forward to.
While it may take a while.
I know my heart will heal.
Cos while I may feel lost right now.
And this pain may be real.
One day I'll look back on this.
And know how strong I really am.