Don't Ask Me If I'm Okay

If i tell you what's wrong with me you will judge and me and not understand you will know what my limits are and push me to them and you will say that you can help and you will attempt to help but you won't get anywhere with it because i can not be fixed i'm broken and no one can change that and if i tell you the person i am in the inside you will go too far to find them and contaminate them.i am tired of people telling me they love me but they lie you don't understand how much it hurts when people lie to me they stab me and then pour salt on my wounds don't try and help me because you will give up and then you will be gone and you will see me in the hallway and forget my name on purpose and you will erase me from your memory like i was never on your mind and i'm not sure if i was just don't ask me if i'm okay we might avoid all of this
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i don't mean for this to be depressing i'm honestly trying to help out anyone who is seeking it