Fear

I am not afraid to die, I'm afraid not to live.
I do not fear to say goodbye, I'm scared that we will not cross paths again.
I don't worry about falling, I'm scared I'll never be caught.
I'm not afraid to forgive, I'm afraid you will shatter me once more.
I am not terrified to feel love, I'm terrified that the feeling itself will destroy my very heart.
I do not wish for happiness, for pain comes with every part.