Bliss

lilac sweetness, bliss
I cannot handle this
I miss
the devastation, I have no
explanation
why for me sweetness is sorrow
why I sleep through tommorows
just borrowing time
with silly rhymes
why for me beauty causes burning
perhaps I’m undeserving;
I breed catastrophe,
perhaps undiluted joy isn’t meant for me
but what on this earth is there to miss?
when melancholy lingers within every bliss
what’s the point to all this madness?
every sunset
laced with sadness