Lab Rat
Unhappy day in and day out,
These pills are supposed to help,
I blindly consume all these medications,
Now I am feeling worse than I originally was.
I itch,
Blurred vision,
Vomiting and pain,
Please make this stop!
I go back to the doctor,
I plead for this to end,
Blankly staring back at me,
They continue to prescribe more.
I go through the vicious cycle again,
Wondering when this will ever end,
But who knows?
I'm just a fucking lab rat.
These pills are supposed to help,
I blindly consume all these medications,
Now I am feeling worse than I originally was.
I itch,
Blurred vision,
Vomiting and pain,
Please make this stop!
I go back to the doctor,
I plead for this to end,
Blankly staring back at me,
They continue to prescribe more.
I go through the vicious cycle again,
Wondering when this will ever end,
But who knows?
I'm just a fucking lab rat.
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A poem about my struggles with medication to help treat my mental health. Layout credit: RoCk_PrInCeSs_PR