More Than This

We sat there,
In silence,
Stairing at each other.

And I find myself thinking maybe if we just sit still long enough this moment won't see us.
Maybe if we don't say a word this won't be happening.
If we just keep watching each other breathing we will melt into the breeze.
Look, we both know the words about to spill from your mouth.
But I just need 5 more seconds to imagine all the things we could be.
All the kisses and laughter we could take for granted.
We were going to have a lifetime but here we are.

The air feels too soft for this storm of silence sitting between us.
The sun is too bright for the fact that we're both crying.
And I just want to hold your hand but they're tucked in your lap and you're a thousand miles away.

I can see the pain in your eyes and I would give anything to make it vanish
I know this is the right thing
I know this good bye has been a long time coming but I just wish it wasnt here yet
I still have so many things I want to tell you
But we're whispering the end

And I just...

Wanted more than this.