Pining

It was a private wedding
Just you two
So I didn't get to go

I heard it was beautiful
From the priest
Who we went to grade school with

But it's not like it was my business
Anyway.

From my slanted perspective
I feel slighted
And hurt

And through my narrow landscape
You've ignited
My heart
Again.

It's a selfish thought
Especially now
But what if we were together?

But ultimately
This is for the best
We wouldn't have lasted forever.

So
Really I wish you well -
Both of you -
But
I'm still pining after you.