Me vs You

is there something wrong with me
or is it you?
why am i never good enough to be
in first place?

i know i'm the best.
i know i'm better than her.
i know you can't stay away.
so why is it that i am always last?

am i not skinny enough
or pretty enough?
is there some other flaw
that i cannot see?

why am i not enough for you
to just want me?
maybe i should stop questioning
myself and start pointing the finger
at you.